Nothingness surrounds me…
Life leaves me empty…
Moments come…
Then they go…
Darkness fills my heart…
It is my only joy…

The sun only masks the darkness that surrounds us.

pressure building…
ready to explode…
broken memories…
my past blurry…
only the pain remains…
can’t see my future…
only moments of escape…
left with days of pain…
feeling strange…
my medicated reality…
calm and confused…
fake smiles…
with how do you do…